damn it damn it damn it,
i feel like shit i gave up everything for this i thought i had a chance but once again i have to fuck it up why is it when i start to care everything starts to fuck up damn it, i just wanted this one thing and yet i cant have it i rise up above it and try to fix it but how will it turn out idk what i can do.. i feel embarrised and idk fuck i hate this feeling, i mean should i try again or should i just stiop caring i mean thats what got this all started i wanna try and make my dream a reality or should i just let it go and move on i have wanted this since the beggining of the year ive wanted you ever since the begging of the year but i still dont know what to do to get you to see me like that once again, i messed up by not talking to and once i started up again it was too late. i wish i would have never gotten these feeling then i would have just been living my life and i wouldnt have to worry about this but too late i have you always running through my mind.. i will work my ass to make once was to what is now and what will be
I'm a kitty kat :D And I dance dance dance and I dance dance dance.
